Now,Thats My Valentine!!!

Scene 1: feb 13,2008

I was eagerly waiting for his phone call...the clock ticked 11:30..tht's the time he usually gives me a call(after office hrs and sneak out with frnds ,he usually comes late..).Since we were distanced by 440 km,mobile was the only means of communication between us..I could see my room-mate chatting away with her boyfriend..in between she would peep into my cabin n gesture whtr i didnt receive call...


Time passed by.....triiiiiiiiiinnnggggggggg.....yes,atlast the mobile rang... I attended the call with great interest..I started up with our usual conversations...but I was disappointed to hear that he is totally out of his mind..Anyway I managed to stretch out the conversation for another 10 mins..but no..sleep over-ruled his eyes n there he lay asleep...


The next day broke out with its usual routine..(office..meetings..pressure 4m bose...)So,thus ended the most awaited V-Day turning out to be the most disastrous one...


A year passed ,I completed my course and left hostel bidding bye to all my friends...Now I am at the same town as my beloved...


Scene 2:feb 9,2009

My phone beeped..I opened the message which said..
"Advance Valentine's day wishes.Let this year bring us happiness n peace throughout the journey of our life"
Though I was happy to get this message..,at the same time i was a little astonished as to why had he messaged me this a week before the auspicious day..


Scene 3:feb 10,2009


Today I got the chance to see him..He was full of smiles..we sat at the corner table of our favourite hotel...there he began..
" Happy Valentines Day"
I didnt know how to react..but then slowly I realized that he has mistook today to be feb 14th...


I cudnt stop giggling seeing his embarrassed face...all this hectic work n pressure at office in mind combined with the heartfelt feeling to wish me in advance (since he remembered how disastrous our previous "day" was..)had all gone "ulta"in his mind...


Scene 4:feb 13,2009


I just logged off blogger when my phone rang..I was cent percent sure that this call would be to wish me..my judgement was true...
"Advance V-Day wishes my dear..wht plans for tmrw..." n so on it went....


So,listen my dear....I am not that silly old person who feels bad when u dont wish me....But then,my love..for ur kind info..whether u wish me or not ,u will always be my Valentine.....

Harmonization

Peace is what everybody ultimately wants in life..but in this world of competition n struggle many a time we yearn for a peaceful moment..Each one us will be having their own means to get hold of happiness,to relax their mind..and eventually harmonize with nature..


Lonely walks is my mean to get hold of happiness...the pleasure I derive when I tread the path enjoying each and every bit of nature is immesureable...Just try out this method..relax your mind..even the most crowded of streets will open up for u to the door of happiness..first n foremost thing to do is to tune in to the song of nature...harmonizing with the cosmic beauty..


Just have a look at the sky in the evening..notice the birds,the passing -by of clouds and anything and everything that your eyes fall on will give u what u need the most in life..Its not necessary that one should go out for a vacation at a countryside or whichever place one desires to,to ease our mind..each and everyday day could me made as spectacular as one wants to be if he learns the lesson to harmonize with the nature..


So,why wait..make the most out of each day..let each and every moment u live be the most memorable moment...

Y is it so????????????

Hi folks;

I have got many number of Questions to ask u...its just to clarify my doubts...

1) Y is it that the mind go totally blank at times though u can hear& see everything?

There r times when nothing gets registered into one's mind though the other person keeps on talking n asks u ur opinion...know not y all those words just gets washed off before u could really understand what they meant..n at these times u just stare at the other person as though u r seeing them for the first time.....

2)Y is it that some people gets the boon of just wiping out all the hardships or even the persons n the relations that u used to have with them?

I personally feel that some people can just train their mind to believe in what they really want n just discard everything else that they feel r disastrous to them...

3) Y is it that u cant get into a decision when a conflict occurs between ur mind and heart?

whose decision should we give ears to when our mind n the heart wants two different things?

Can U plz clarify my doubts????????

Ray of Hope

A ray of hope dashed by her eyes.Life now has got new meanings,and has dawned out into new vistas .How long will it exist is the only question that worries her.

Those misty days have passed off from her life.Amidst the pitch of darkness she could now view a lantern lit within her reach...But the fear that whether that light would burn out before her hands reach there ,is haunting her..

Everytime her heart beats,she could hear a murmer within..What could it be?As the cool breeze pass by,it pats her and rejuvinate her mind with a message that is dear to her heart...

As the wise say,"The darkest hour of the day comes just before the dawn",she simply wish this to be the darkest hour of her life,so that with a dawn,her life would get opened to new vistas...

My diary

I know not where to start..many a time i sit down to scribble something but words escape my mind.I feel as though i got lost ..The journey of my life started 22 yrs back but its just 4 yrs back that i realized life isnt what one expects to be..

I always pride that my power is my pen..but i could never write a sentence ..Some people say im poetic but i could never write a poem..all these things are illusions to me,utter bewilderment is what i feel now gaping at the world not knowing what to do..

I read a lot ,but i get tuned in to the character of the play at some point..

I get dreams about them..

Some days before I happen to read a book on past life ,n the same day I dreamt about a man playing a harp ,but then that dream took its progress for three consecutive days..
I wonder what will be the end of this story..but Im sure I will be back soon to deal with my eccentric thoughts tomorrow..